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Assalamualaikum. Hai...Tak ada sebab nk menulis pun. No specific reason. Cuma mlm ni bila aku browse page kwn kwn, dan wall kwn kwn semua nya keluar aura negatif. Aura semangat down. It was so sad you know. To see your friends like that and double sad when you do not know what to do and how to help them. Rs useless. I know that kind of feeling that they had because I had go through dah. Its hurt. When you feel like telling someone but you cant. Its hurt, when you want to tell them that you love them and you care about them so much and its hurt when they dont appreciate it and its hurt, when people talk like they know everything about you when actually they know nothing. I really know how does it feel.

Its empty. You feel like running away and you feel like to change yourself into someone else. You wish that you had never been born into this world. Seeing how cruel this world to you. Seeing how bad people treat you. I do know this kind of feeling. I am used to it. I think its normal. Tho its too pain to bear but you really have to bear it. Because He knows best. Key word dia tak lain tak bukan, kuat dan redha. Yep I know its simple to say tapi susah nk buat. But this is what we called life. Life is a tough journey. Only fighter can survive till the end. God bless us. God bless you guys.

xxx